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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Act I. Scene I. The End.

So here's the truth.
You make me miserable.
I hate your girlfriend.
I'm jealous as hell.

I think you're a chicken shit.
I think whenever you get scared, you run.
I scared you, so you ran from me.
Life scares you, so you pretend college is okay.
You don't mean shit.
You're a liar and you don't even realize it.

You're okay with mediocrity and that's bullshit.
You told me once that all you wanted was a picket fence,
So now what?
You're going to let greatness pass you by because it might interfere with that.
That's fucked up.
That's shit.

There was something about me that made you keep me.
Is it the fact that all I want is greatness?
Is it because you see that desperation in me?
That I want something so bad it hurts?
That's pathetic.
Are you jealous?

Look, I don't care what you do.
Do anything.
Go to New York.
Take a year off.
Move to Australia, I don't give a fuck!
Just do something!
Anything!
You're letting this all control you.

I'm leaving and don't you dare say I'm running away,
Because of all the stupid shit I do,
I never run away.

I'm the fuck up standing in the middle of a burning building when everyone else is screaming: "Get out!"

You lost me.
It's too late for that.
But don't you dare waste your fucking life.

Don't you dare prove me right about you.

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